This, very mixed, collection of ideas are the result of looking at the Lectionary readings and noting the thoughts that 'popped' into my mind. I have, very deliberately, not tried to 'polish' them in any way, mainly because I lack the finesse necessary.
I had been sure in my own mind for some time that he was ,indeed, the promised Messiah. However the political situation in the Sanhedrin did not allow for any public recognition, and some care even in private. Now that their dread schemes had come to such an awful reality I felt compelled to act. He could not be left to rot on that cross. Being known to Pilate, I decided to ask for his body and ignore the question of ritual purity - it didn't seem important any more!
Thus it was, after Pilate had ensured he was in fact dead, he allowed me to take him away. I knew it would be hard and difficult but the two Mars were a real help. We could not prepare him properly. What few spices I had in the house had to do until we could return after that grim Sabbath.
So we laid hem to rest where I had planned to go - it was an honour and the deepest sadness.